I wanted to write another poetry book about love and heartbreak again.

But honestly, 2020 has given me much reason to give up everything in general. Shocking revelations pertaining to my health and family played out before me, all while the great COVID-19 drama plays out in the background. But none of those things are talked about here. Instead, I express just my thoughts. Thoughts of giving up, hopelessness, self-loathing, and darkness in general. Exploring some of my deepest and darkest thoughts as I am thrust towards the second half of 2020, All I Want To Do Is Sleep, or AIWTDIS as I call it, expresses a dark period in my life where I felt like wanting to go to sleep, and never waking up ever again. [TRIGGER WARNING: This book contains subject matter pertaining to suicide and self-harm. Reader discretion is advised.]